I saw you today. Everything
Came rushing back in.
I tried to look happy.
To pretend that I hadn’t locked myself
In bathroom &cried over you.
I tried to pretend that I hadn’t reread
Our old messages more than once.
I tried to pretend that I was still in
Love with you & that was I okay without you
But I think I failed because when you
Smiled at me,that was all it took.
Stitch my lips together so
I cannot speak to you anymore
Break my fingers so I have
Less chance of trying to touch you.
Rip my heart out
So I never have to
Fell you or anything
Else ever again.
Pain is when you love someone
And they don’t love you
Pain is reaching them the knife,knowing they’re going to stab your heart
But loving them enough to not care ❤😌
Pain is crying everytime
You get alone😭😔
Pain is watching them
Happy without you
Pain is being
Forced to move on
Pain is to love me😪❤💔
I gave you a rose.
A symbol of my love.
But you killed it. Watched it whither away
Just like you already were.
Just like how Iam now, since you left……..
Creeping crawling the pain cuts me deep my heart.
They heat they scar but come back
For worse than before
It hurts so bad, I think m finally done
You speak iam sorry I hurt you but you
Aren’t least bit sorry
Screaming, jumping,i try it all everything
To be able to get over
But it doesn’t work
Nothing is working
What do I do